Never in a Million

   The thought never occurred to me as odd, it was simply the right thing to do. Ironic as it may be that I, Daniel Jameson Mackamay, would consent to this. I must have been out of my mind. She would never dream of going on a date with me. She was her, and I was... well me. She had him and would never leave him... perhaps I could just get her to go along with one simple night out. We had been friends for a while but maybe friends wasn't enough anymore. I know that I wanted more than for her to call me her 'friend'. She was amazing. She was everything a guy could ask for. She was her....She was Kat.

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    She was all I thought about, all that I dreamed of. She was my everything. Every time she started to speak to me it was as if I was falling for her all over again. I wasn't one for going steady. I was the one date per girl kind of guy.. but she makes me want to change. I sat up all last night thinking of her smile and trying to get the way she said my name to stop playing in my ears. Nothing worked. I was hooked. I, Damian Alexander Johnson,was head over heels for the one girl who would forever have the power to break my heart. She was amazing.  She was everything a guy could ask for. She was her..... She was Kat.

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    I saw him everywhere, even where he wasn't.  He was everything I could ever want or need.  He loved me for me, no guy had ever done that. Damian was perfect, he is my everything. Yet... through all of that something seemed of... then Daniel showed up again. I love Damian. He is my world... my life... but Daniel seemed to put the small, yet oh so powerful, spark into life. He gave me a secret to hold on to. Damian was on my mind that night. His voice filled my ears. His smell invaded my nose. But then why did the sudden image of Daniel flash before my eyes? I, Katerina Nicolette Caotic, was deeply and inexplicably confused. I love Damian, but I could no longer deny that something lingered there for Daniel as well. Whatever those feelings were... I had to be me. I may not be amazing.... and I have nothing any guy would want. But I can be me. I am Kat.

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