Life.... You only get one

I am so sorry about the time between posts! I'm really going to try to be better, I promise! Just so all ya'll know, Lizzie, Emily... I am working on the Unwanted. I promise. They are about halfway through book one and I will get some info up shortly. I just haven't had much time. Also, girls, what are your thoughts on making that a movie??? Lizzie, I hope you answer that one for me :)  Malcolm and Elias have been in a great swing as their book is almost complete and I'll put some of their stuff up here too, I just won't say when cause then I would feel terrible if I missed it again! I am not sure if Charlie and Dani will be up any time soon, I'm having issues with them, but the plot has evolved quite nicely in my head. Well, if you have anything you want me to post, just let me know. I have a few things I'll try to put up soon so bear with me please :)

Now, onto my titled post! Hazah!!

As of today there are 72 days until my graduation, meaning there are 69 days until the day I turn 18. It's an exciting idea that in a few short months I'll be a legal adult, have the power to vote, be out of high school, and be moving on to college. It is a very, very scary thought at the same time, however. I mean, everyone says, "you'll want these years back one day." I'm sure I will, but right now all I can think of is graduation and moving to college!! It is almost all I think about! So much has happened in the last few months and it is happening so fast! Maybe I'm just crazy. I don't know, but that seems like a very real possibility. Cause, if you know anything about me, you know that I am anything but normal!
Anyhoo.... I am extremely bored at the moment and am not entirely sure if what I am going to say will make sense, but let's go for it anyway! Hahahahahaha so, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and these are a few of the thoughts that have been bouncing around in my head...

• I am going to graduate in only 72 days!
• I'll be 18 in less than that!
• College starts in August.
• I don't entirely know if what is going to happen when I go to college but I'm kinda scared.
• I'm going to South Carolina after graduation
• People change really REALLY fast.
• Pie is delicious and amazing!!
• I don't know what I want to be when I grow up...
• I don't really know if I want to grow up.
• I am really, really, really bored.
• I finished a screenplay.
• what if things don't entirely work out for any one?
• When you give blood where do they take it? 
• How old is Dracula?
• Why do people do things that hurt others and not care?
• Who invented dog food?
• What is the appeal of pickles? 
• Who named the Hippopotamus the Hippopotamus and not Bob?
• I think too much.
• I am Snoopy..... 

Everyone needs something to be happy about, even if it's little. Not every day is a great day, and not every day may seem worth it, but there is always something good in every day. No situation should postpone happiness. You make being happy a priority and soon nothing else matters. People change, and things go away so tying your happiness to people and things won't really make you happy. It will just seem like happiness until you look back and realize that it was just momentary joy.
Even in the darkest, rainest days there is always something beautiful. Something that makes you want to try again. Nothing is ever perfect, but sometimes it is those little imperfections that make something beautiful. No one can make anything perfect, save it be God, but everyone can strive for a Mary Poppins moment.... It will be "practically perfect in every way" and that is all that will matter.
Be the bloom in the rain. Be the beautiful moment in someone else's day. You may not think it will make a difference, but it always does. Don't doubt who you are. Don't think you are less than "practically perfect in every way". Your imperfections are what make you who you are. If we were all perfect, we'd all be the same. Then there wouldn't be a chance to shine for who you are. Be your own hero, your own beautiful moment, Make your one life worth it, and don't ever give up.

My thoughts may be jumbled and may lead to random endings, but they work for me. I'm not perfect, and I'm okay with that. You should be too, because no one can take your place in someone's life. No one can be you.  Don't believe me? Would you believe a Doctor?

Live your life, and make it your own.





and I was right, my thoughts are crazy. :)